Carrot, Anyone?

I recently moved across the country (a HUGE undertaking for a girl dealing with all this stuff) and I was going through my old journals today. I'm not sure if it was good for me. In fact, I read through an entry from about 5 years ago, when I was just fresh on this chronic illness journey. I had so much hope for a quick recovery back then. Ugh!

Sometimes it feels like hope is just a carrot dangling in front of my nose. But it has to be more than that. I have to believe that I CAN straighten all this out....thyroid, adrenals, total hormone havoc, leaky gut, fungal infection, lyme, chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia, MCS. Is it possible???????AAAAHHHHHHHH. All I can do is pray and hope and work hard, I guess.

Right now I am trying to get the vitamins in to prepare for a leaky gut protocol. I have such a hard time putting ANYTHING in my body so I have to go super, super slow. I have been able to get in the B12 and today I tried magnesium. We'll see how that goes.