This last round of infection fighting has been so hard. It takes everything in me to believe that I CAN do this. Usually, just as I am about to give up all hope, something comes along to help me believe again. Nothing was really happening like that yesterday and I just sat in my bed, feeling total fear and hopelessness.
It was at that point that I made the decision to get myself out of bed and write the words
I AM Getting Better
on a piece of paper.
Then I curled up and slept for 12 hours straight. Today has been better and I do feel more hope.