What caused all this craziness in the first place? Was it the lyme? Was it the toxic exposures? Is it the hormone disfunction? Is it the autoimmune? Is it the leaky gut? Is it the liver detox impairment? Is it the teeth issues? Blah, blah, blah, blah blah. For every hundred things that could be wrong, there are a hundred doctors with their opinions on how to fix it all and each doctor is SURE they know what is the "main" problem. Ugh.
I don't think I'll ever know which came first. I am tired of trying to figure that out. I'm at the point right now, where I feel like I have to just try to do my best in each area. And this is where it goes so dang frustrating. It just feels like too much.
All I can do is take one baby step in each area, try not to give up, and pray for grace to make up the difference. There's no other choice.
I believe I can get better. I believe I will get better.
